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ROMAN IAN KRUGER

ic stats

canon: blindspot
canon point: end of season two
age: 29
species: human
pb: luke mitchell
games: TBA

player

name: CJ
backtagging okay? yes!
threadjacking okay? yes!
HMD: Talk to me.
contact: PM me or geekorthodox

in-character

APPEARANCE: Notable scar down the right side of his face. He received this injury in the orphanage as a child.
NOTABLE: Recently had his memory wiped by his sister. Many of his memories have started to return, but there are still gaps, with his full memory returning slowly.

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playlist

THE CAVE • Mumford & Sons
KINGS & QUEENS • Thirty Seconds to Mars
GO TO SLEEP • The Avett Brothers

history

At a very young, impressionable age, Roman watched as his parents were brutally murdered in front of him. Along with his sister, he was abducted and forced into a child soldier program by the very same people who had killed his parents. He lived in deplorable conditions, and he was forced to fight every inclination he had as a child to retain his humanity and care about others. Showing he cared, holding onto any love or tender feelings would have been a weakness and gotten him killed.

He killed another child in the orphanage - a child who had tormented and bullied him - after being locked in solitary confinement, in total darkness, for many long days. This same child had stolen a very special token from him, something his sister had given him, so he had a lot of unresolved anger, and he'd been driven temporarily made by the confinement.

He was also given a rabbit by their captors and told he had to kill the rabbit, but he couldn't. He was rescued by Shepherd, who became his adoptive mother, and she forced Ian/Roman into joining her terrorist organization, Sandstorm. Their aim was to take down the United States government because of what the government had done to many innocent people, but innocent people would be killed as well.

personality

Roman survived traumatic and horrific circumstances in the orphanage he was raised in as a child. Though he was rescued by Shepherd, he continued to be controlled and manipulated, both by her and his own sister. His entire life, he's been forced to follow the orders of everyone else.

Dr. Sun diagnosed Roman with a severe personality disorder, claiming that he's emotionally unstable and has lost his capacity for empathy and love. His primary instinct with enemies or anyone who may be a threat to him is to kill them. However, with his memory wipe, without the burden of remembering his terrible past, we have a glimpse of who Roman might have been and who he could still be. He does genuinely want to try and help others, he wants to do good. He's horrified to know that he once hurt so many people.

He's very quiet, often not saying much even with people he might be comfortable with. He gets trapped in his own mind, often taking a lot of time to think before responding. Roman struggles to trust anyone, but to anyone who can truly earn his trust, he's loyal. And those who do earn his trust are generally the people who don't force him to do things, who let him just be, who give him the chance to have his own thoughts without needing to just be compliant and do what he's told.

miscellaneous

APPS: EL NYSA. HADRIEL.
VISUALOSITIES: TBA
IC CONTACT: HERE.

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hmd

How am I doing with Roman? If you have any questions/concerns/feedback, drop a line here. Much appreciated!

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roman
ic stats orientation: pansexual physical affection: he won't know what to do, but I'd love the chance to try and play this out relationships: because of his past, this will be a slow process for Roman, but I think deep down he wants that connection and I'd love to see where that could go Are you interested in participating in the game's smut opt-ins? yes Please state your preferences: open to both M/F and M/M. Smut with characters aged 20+ IC triggers: confined spaces fighting/injury/violence: I'm comfortable writing this out, just like to plot things out ahead of time killing: talk to me first mental information: he's a very troubled guy with a terrible past so he's still dealing with a lot of that trauma; if you are a telepath or empath, you're welcome to read his thoughts and emotions		ooc player: CJ preferred contact: geekorthodox or PM this journal tagging times/pace: est time zone, mostly tagging in the evenings and weekends, try to hit every tag at least once a day or every other day backtagging: yep, always over 18? yes threadjacking: yes fourth-walling: no problem cross-canon: love it assumed cr/au: totally fine! action vs. prose: fine with prose or action spam offensive subjects: none at this time
WARNING/BACKGROUND
Roman has also killed a lot of people (along with some innocent people at times in the pursuit of carrying out their mission) and is technically a domestic terrorist. He's been diagnosed with an antisocial personality disorder and declared to be devoid of an ability to feel sympathy or love, but we've also seen that he still has the capacity for humanity, wanting to help others. He's simply never really been given the chance to not be anyone's pawn. Under the right circumstances, and surrounded by people who could help him to see the light and not the lifetime of darkness he's so conditioned to, Roman is capable of good. However, because of his violent past, if you feel uncomfortable interacting with him, let me know! He won't try to just hurt your character for no reason, he doesn't enjoy killing or hurting people, but I recognize some of his past actions could be triggery.
SHIPPING PREFERENCES
We've only seen one instance of Roman being in a "relationship," and it wasn't by any means normal. He got close to Kat Jarrett, a member of a biker gang who worked closely with Roman and sold HMX explosives to him/Sandstorm prior to Sandstorm executing Phase I. Roman's sister, Jane/Remi, didn't approve of their relationship, so Roman only saw Kat in secret. He disappeared, though, without an explanation. By all accounts, he seemed to genuinely care about Kat, but he had to bury his feelings according to his sister, and he didn't have a chance to really pursue love or anything normal. With the right person - someone who would have to be incredibly patient, amongst other things - Roman could be capable of loving deeply, it would just take quite a bit of time, love, and patience.
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